finally got some rest after those horrible struggles from the common tests. general paper was fine, econs was terribly done, maths was almost dead and chemistry, was a heartache. )): i guess i didnt really do well for ALL the tests. seriously, i wouldnt mind scoring badly for the subjects as marks aint important to me. but chemistry! -screammmmmmmsss- i really feel like strangling myself you know. had maths and chemistry tests this afternoon.. CONTINUOUSLY IN THE SAME LECTURE THEATRE. goodness. and it was horrible. can you imagine staying in the same lecture theatre doing two tests at a go? UGH.

okay okay, everything's fine actually. but, an exception for chemistry. the topics that i love most and the one i aim for, actually ended up with something that disappointed me most. didnt have sufficient time to complete my paper so i just wrote something that didnt really come from my thinking brains. especially for the last question. hah. i tried to solve it during my maths test. and was so agitated and i could feel the pain aching in my heart. awwww. unexplanable feelings. )): and and.. didnt really meet the expectation. sorry eugene.

project work has been stabilised. yups and its great news for my group members. however, theres gonna be a lot of work to be done. oh wells. enough of studies now. tmr im gonna be dismissed at 12.30pm! yay! its the earliest of all the days! -grinns. and monday is youth day. a holiday! em. but we need to come back for econs lecture and tutorial on sat. meeting darlink after that in town. cant wait to see her. simply miss her! love you baby girl! -bigFATkiss-

dc >> yeah thanks dandan. ill still work hard no matter what. cant wait to see you soon! oh yes. ill inform you once i get the tickets. miss you.

-frownns. it could be a success. but after all, it couldnt. wells. the minister, mr tharman shanmugaratnam, came to my block for house visit this afternoon. INITIALLY, i wanted to interview him but my project work members couldnt make it. so, i gave up. but till around four, someone knocked at my house door and i told him what i had planned initially. so he said i could interview him. so sis and i went to 18th floor, one of my neighbour's house. while waiting for the minister to come, got to know some friends though. i was asked to join some networking.. didnt really agree to it, just considering still. yup. and for god sake, one of them, terence, knows mr kum, my maths tutor! ahhh. and he called him. -faints- and mr kum was really hilarious la. he sms-ed terence saying, 'wah seh you kajiao my student sia'. lols.

hmm. went into my neighbour's house. realised that she knew a lot of the ministers and even took picture with the president. i guess she's someone famous or something? dont know.. oh wells. i interviewed the minister once he arrived. he gave me the chance to interview him as he rejected most of the students before as everyone would come after him if he accepted one of our interviews. em.. had NGs! goodness kaes. i felt so embarrassed.. cause my memory card was full. so i told him to give me another chance and i quickly deleted my pictures. unfortunately, the second chance which i was given, didnt make full use of it. managed to record just a few seconds and my memory card was FULL AGAIN. )): i just acted as if its still recording. tsktsk. and i didnt really take note of what he had said? i failed. i failed. UGHHHH!! but self-console.. at least i did interview him. and i can make use of the few seconds video after all. right? sigh sigh SIGH.

pouring out my sorrows to shuk leng, my secretary once i got home. then to eugene. thanks k. although i didnt really feel better, at least, theres someone listening to me. ((:

shopped A LOT at mango. shopaholic man.. okay la, i bought the most. -shrugs. and i was holding a BIG BAG full of clothes. sounds exaggerating but yeah, its really hard to find something you really want, especially when its sales. everyone's snatching for clothes and its really crowded i could say. i went three mango outlets today and its full of shoppers! good gracious. oh well. i had jeans skirt, jeans and a spaghetti stripe for myself. i didnt really shop that much though, just grab a few which caught my eye. and its my mum and aunt who are real busy shoppers. sheesh.

shopped all the way till 9pm. and went scotts to have dinner.. i guess its supper already. on our way home, saw claire in the bus. i didnt really recognise her.. just seeing someone keeps smiling at me. so i gave it a thought and realised that its claire. hahaas. its been such a long time since we last met! my sajc og mate! awww. pretty babe. miss you girl. ((: oh yes. saw a couple dancing at the bus stop. it was really interesting. i didnt know theres such an atmosphere dancing at the bus stop late in the night. hehehees. xP

talking about the term which is starting in two days, i have had a lot of incompleted work. i really really really feel like dumping it, let my tutors deducting my marks happily as they wish. thats what i feel like doing now. awww. ):

right after that, took a train to pasir ris to meet up germaine's mum. a bus ride to coasta sands and yup. didnt really do much at the chalet. played pool.. and yeah i ate a lot. hah 2 hours per meal. i didnt know why im so hungry. ahhh. oh wells. watched superstar and everyone was so engrossed in it. after watching OC and the superstar final results, everyone went to the RED HOUSE while i stayed in the room. sheesh. and when they were back, its time for them to bathe. tian loong was the last one to bathe and everyone's so evil. -grinns. he's singing out loud when he's bathing and its so clear that anyone could hear him. the girls recorded his singing and the guys went in to take his clothes so that he couldnt find his clothes after his bath. it was so hilarious! and i supposed to sleep, but was woken up by this incident. i guess about 3plus, everyone turned in. joyce and i slept the most after all. germaine woke us u at 6 and you know what, we woke up and STRAIGHT AFTER THAT we left the room, heading back to school. -faints- without brushing our teeth and stuffs, quickly packed our bags and left. unfortunately, the first bus sets off at 7.07am and so we just had to walk all the way to the mrt.

hmm. and in the train, everyone looked so dead. we sat two rows opposite to each other. the passengers who just came in simply stared at us like weirdos. we slept all the way to jurong east. reached school at 7.55am and quickly changed into our uniforms. just for the sake of class phototaking. so stupid kaes. and it was delayed! if we knew earlier, we wouldnt have set off so early in the morning. grrrrr. reached home at about 9am.. and just lied on my bed and zzZzzzz. all the way till 5pm. :D mum called and asked me to go down town with her to shop at mango. but i was lazy, so i guess ill go tmr? sheeesh. alright. im tired again. sleep! oh yes!

pictures taken at the chalet can be viewed from >>>> 05S11 CHALET

wednesday

daddy drove me and siewhui to mrs ang's house. haha we just walked in the gate and luckily the security guards didnt stop us. yup. met up with longcheng's block downstairs to get some assignments from him. later, we waited at the gate for sueping for mins. =/ till she came, and we went up. hahaha damn funny please. we took a lift to 11th floor and we realised, mrs ang's unit is at 22th. then sueping was saying, 'we are at the middle!' indeed. and something weird that was, theres only one button and we couldnt find the way to go up so we went down to the first storey, and up to the 22th floor. -faints-

oh well. mrs ang taught us chinese. yeah we need her help A LOT. jc chinese teachers really cant teach. okay im not referring to ALL. i mean MY chinese teacher, who is a RELIEF teacher somemore. UGH! flipped through her photos too as she just came back from new york. and we chatted a lot. it was hilarious! and we got to know that mr koh actually threw chairs and tables out to the corridors in school. talked about how nice mr koh is. and lots more. hehhees. really fun! (:

watched the superstar singing show on channel U just now. i really support that blind man, kelvin! he really sang well! serious! i really admire those who can sing from their heart and soul. cause as i see, many people just sing for the sake of singing, and winning. but to me, singing is not just that. its something that comes truly from your heart and soul. and i supposed he touched many of the people's heart who has heard his singing just now. aww. cheers for him!

hmm. im going chalet tmr. and theres school in the morning. its like im leaving home, bringing sooooo many bags! and its bulky. ahhhh! suddenly dont feel like going to the second chalet on fri. theres two in a row. i dont know. perhaps ill just head for home on fri. perhaps.

okay. i really need to settle down for school. i still have whole lot of assignments incomplete. serious! and its really a lot. i envy other classes, which seem to have NONE. almost NONE. )): and look at mine. its more than 10! or even 15! IM SERIOUS! and im left with 7 assignments i think. i feel damn sad kaes.. and im dread out alr. sigh.

studied with jason at jp this afternoon for like four hours. saw lishi and some other friends.. milton, dingyang etc. waited for darlink to come and its like waited for 2 hours. diao. took her so long. went to pizza hut to have dinner when she arrived. met my mum and later, went up to meet darlink's parents. so darlink's dad drove me and my mum back home. yups. nothing much to update. heh. see ya! (: ohh! and take good care my dear korkor. speedy recovery! love, mei.

S4 JUNE CHALET 'o5

headed to toa payoh after that. to find daddy! yup. waited for him to finish up his work and drove us back home. nothing much to talk about anymore. i just feel my day was sucky. ahhhhh! ROAR!

sleeping time! ciaos! =]

hmm. was at home for the whole entire day. haha no more shopping i guess. xP tmr gonna go out study with jason. mum initiated a sentosa family outing but we didnt agree on it in the end. cause sis havin' her piano lesson tmr evening. theres no where to go. ill refer to the debate today.. it debated about the places in singapore: if its really that bored till singaporeans feel that they should go to other countries to live, to play etc. really la. im so bored of singapore! alright i know im a singaporean, shouldnt have said that. but i believe you teenagers agree with me. heh. i wanna a family outing yet its like, no plans. urgh. )):

talkin to shawn kor now. heh its been long! finally came out of army. weee. gonna meet kor some day! and got some happy news from him. congrats. -beams.

oh wells. not going np tmr already. darlink has something on so tmr cant play tennis. guess ill be at home studying or smth. dont even know ill be good. heh.

then today. headed to town to meet up with eugene. had lunch at cine cafe cartel. then shopped around and took some pics. saw claire loke at taka! aww. missed her man. its like, its great to see her and i got to know she didnt receive my sms. thank goodness. cause we agreed to go out shopping with laureen. but anyways, got her new contact no. ((: oh yeah. saw tricia outside taka. heh. my base! awww. it made me think of the hard times we had for our preparation for danceworks. memorable times! )): oh well. till about four, went to meet darlink at far east. yeah her shopping time! and i followed her.. she bought many many clothes. hah. and im the one sitting down whenever theres seats. =/ you bet how tired my legs were. had dinner at scotts. reached home at about eight.

saw fiona xie at bugis street. she's amazingly pretty! yeah! and someone was commenting on how BIG her BOOBS are. tsk. took some pics of her though. and headed to town after that.

continued with our shopping! jason bought his clothes at nautica. had gelato ice-cream! yumm. went to isetan; theFACEshop. bought my yellow nail polish there. freakin' love it! and painted my nails right after that. mwahs* my beautiful nails. awwww. :DDD

walked around paragon. i saw wei kwang shopping with his mum and sis i think. we shopped at paragon as we were waiting for zhenguang, lianhong and jiting to come. went taka and i finally found LANVIN! oh yeah. its a shop. so i went in and look for watches as my daddy asked me to help him check it out. so i did. and the salesman told me lanvin watches are only available in europe. ahh. that means the couple watches which daddy's holding are from europe. oh my. his company treats him damn good la. even mummy is so envious. haahhaa. supposed that i wanna sell it away since we had enough watches at home. but was persuaded by lianhong that i should keep it since its rare in sg. hehehes. gonna get one from daddy when he gets back later. xD

so, went for dinner at cine burger king. mummy called as she's at meridian. felt really bad for her shoppin alone there. supposed to accompany her back home but in the end didnt. ): been shoppin at heeren after dinner. headed back to cine cafe cartel to chill out till eleven plus. predicted i wouldnt be able to get home by twelve so took a cab back. jason accompanied me. so sweet of him right. hah. was really sleepy. been shopping for the whole entire day! ahhh. sleepyhead.

alrights. didnt do much for today. mummy cooked korean dish for me. did the cost curves assignments for econs and a lil on my chemistry. played on my piano and it RUINED one of my yellow nails. URGH. gotta paint it back again some time. ):

sigh. holidays are meant to be a kind of relaxation and enjoyable one? hello. i beg to differ. somehow i feel that my holidays are meant to do assignments all day long. i THOUGHT there wont be anymore lectures going on during the holidays. YET we were asked to come back again on the third week of june. and THATS our class chalet day. the three pathetic chalet days. imagine you need to travel from pasir ris all the way to school everyday during your chalet? freakk. okay. thats enough. hah.

daddy drove me to school as usual today. on our way there, saw my uncle's car just right beside my dad's car. hah what a coincidence. ((: and yup, my cussie in there too. so we were like going to school together? then during my econs break, met her again. and she was holding on to this horrible 'milo' she bought from the vending machine. its muddy brown in colour. for goodness sake. it doesnt even look like milo. errks. =/ oh wells. did some chemistry questions. havent even revise through my maths and all. i just feel that no matter how much you study, its still not enough. i mean, i dont even think theres enough time for me to revise all of my subjects thoroughly. its just not enough.

till about seven. went out to jp to meet up with jason for dinner. og outing was postponed. so didnt meet my my sa friends. wells. chatted and shopped. yay. to alleviate stress? hah. saw MR KOH! yeah damn hilarious. he asked us to delete the friendster account someone has set for him. lol. haha. surprised to see him. but im so glad. i simply love him! ((: haha okay. tmr's study day. and saturday going shopping with jason again! yes bugis and perhaps towning. -grinns.

og2 outing tmr! ((: i miss my sa friends! yup yup. but sadly, laureen's not going tmr. sigh. i missed her most! currently, we agreed on going shopping next week with claire. oh alrights. im off to bed! (: